Friday, January 30, 2009
I'm nothing, nothing at all to you.
That's why you probably didn't even care you didnt even know why am I upset.
All you said was I'm childish and paranoid.
Be it then.
bye.
sealed with a kiss
9:26 PM
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
HAPPY 21ST MR TAY ZENGYI!
Always remember your special 21st and I hope what I've done for your 21st had made an impact and it has made you smile, my dear friend. Remember to turn back and take a look at yr dearest friend here. You know I will always be your best friend, the one you can turn to when you feel weary, upset and angry but remember to share your joy with me too k ((:
loves.
sealed with a kiss
12:32 AM
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
I was out with Elaine on Monday after school. We went down town cause of my beloved iphone which cause a big whoha :p Anyway, I met someone who I never expect to meet.. I saw Wilfrid Wee and his girlfriend. We met them twice, such a coincidence right. Anyway it was quite a bad day for me at first but somehow it ended well so yup. Seeing him on the streets didn't affect me at all, somehow I felt relieved and I was kind of bitchy :p Elaine said that he was fat and ugly. But he did gain weight I guess. It's none of my business anyway :) I'm more concerned about someone else now. hehe my special one. I have something special for you :)) hope he will smile. But still, I don't know am I right to do this for him...
This is what I wanna say or simply just how I feel...
有時候 你在身邊 有時候 你會不見
那天 聽你說愛我 好多遍
那天 你在身邊 而昨天 你又不見
今天 你說討厭我 流淚
愛情是很多很多 都是一瞬間
愛也是一個偶然 就這樣不見
愛其實就是很美的畫面
只是有時候你不在我身邊
寬闊的海邊 有一片深邃的畫面
怎麼你還是不出現 我還沒改變
一切一切都不在身邊
愛我的那天 是什麼讓你有感覺
我們走過了昨天 走不過今天
一直一直等待著明天
你會出現
還是不出現 多想改變
怎麼你都不在身邊
一直等待著明天
bye.
loves
sealed with a kiss
9:47 PM
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Please tell me it's worth it and he's worth it.
I am starting to feel weary about certain stuffs
And I start to question and doubt about some things... Maybe maybe and maybe
I guess this often happens to many.
Do you all ever wonder why this happens..
Probably cause we start to fear, has been shaken or probably just felt lonely, unwanted, I don't know. It has many reasons, it depends on individual. Maybe the harder you to find the answer the further you drift away from it.
bye
sealed with a kiss
1:50 PM
Monday, January 12, 2009
It hurts. I can't deny. But I rather I hurt than seeing that frown on yr face. I rather let you go than clinging on to you knowing that there's no point... Like what people always say, it takes both hands to clap. And when one is tired, there's no point when the other keeps trying, as.. instead the other will just get even more tired as time goes by.
I loved you and I still love you. I hope my love for you didn't go in vain.....
Nevermind.
Just remember I'll always be there for you. And you mean a lot to me. I hope I did put a smile on your face. And I hope you're finally smiling now.
bye.
sealed with a kiss
12:15 AM
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
I'm in a state of confusion now! :(
sealed with a kiss
8:51 PM
Thursday, January 1, 2009
I've been feeling rather depressed and upset recently. Some would have known but some may not realise. But barely any knows the full reason to it, maybe I'm not too sure of the reason too. Don't you think it's weird. Nevermind.
I love my bed cause it's the place I'll run to when I'm crying or emo-ing. I probably recently hang out at there too much. Even at this point of time I'm practically lying my on bed.. tearing as I'm blogging. I've been feeling quite lousy about myself these past few days, really lousy and I don't know how to describe this feeling. sorry
I have been rather sensitive, whiny, "cry-baby", emo..... )): sorry to those who had to put up with me. So sorry.
I've been pretty mean to someone )): but you know I'm not that bad one right. And of course I wanna thank that person who I always say " you better not tell anyone ar... I know you will lo.. nevermind then :(" and "okay you must swear that.. if you tell anyone, you'll not have any girlfriends for life from now onwards"
Oops, I know I'm damn bad )): but I don't mean it kay. I know you'll have plenty of girls...
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I just need a hug now. I've been trying to smile for too long, while tearing in my heart. That brave front just makes me feel even more sad. I'm really very lost now.
Nevermind. I will be fine in time to come.
And mr tay is flying off tonight :(( 10days.
You know I love you and will miss you. take care baby.
Anyway it's the start of a new year. Happy 2009 to all my dearest.
bye
sealed with a kiss
7:05 PM
clarissawee.
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I'm someone who is simply captivated by beautiful and pretty things..
Fascinated with all the sweet and wonderful things around me like chocolates and flowers..
I adore my friends and time spent with all my dearest..
I enjoy RETAIL THERAPY..
Wanting to live life to the fullest by enjoying every moment and experiencing the best..
This blog is a place where i pen down my thoughts and share about my daily lives and as time goes by it allows me to keep it as a memory.(: