I hope you are the one I share my life with
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
I'm freaking sick :(
I hate eating medicines :((
I miss Mr Tay! :(((
The medicines are very 'strong', make me super unhappy.
I'm on mc for a few days :))
I can't wait for Friday to arrive then I can finally meet you and also watch your parade :))
Next thursday Serene will be back!
omg.
loves.
sealed with a kiss
6:30 PM
Monday, November 17, 2008
Yesterday was a rather busy day.
And in the end, I did talked to baby. I couldn't be as angry as I thought I could.
Okay, I was supposed to meet Carleton at 2pm yesterday. But it somehow didn't work out as planned. haha.. we met at 3pm instead? Met outside AX and walked around taka to search for Maven's present :)
I bought Maven's present at Zara. LOL. I bought him a pink shirt! and a pink boxer! it's so cute. I shared the present with Talleah :))
Anyway, we didn't shop for long.. I bought the stuffs and we headed down to cityhall, Funan centre to get the mouse for Maven. Then, I headed back to Wheelock there to meet my parents for dinner at Hard Rock Cafe :) to celebrate my dad's birthday.
Oh ya, I waited for quite awhile :( then met my parents at Zara first to change and get some stuffs again. Then went over to Hard Rock Cafe to meet my sis and Ben. They all ask where's my zengyi :(( my silly boy was at his grandma's place.
So my sis and Ben got my dad Hilton's cheesecake! :) it's damn nice.
After dinner, I headed down to ECP for Maven's birthday party :)
Quite alot of people were there and my dear Talleah was there too. I made some new friends :) and we took some photos :))) So much alcohol! But I barely drank, so proud of myself, so discipline :) haha :p
I left around 12 plus, darling came to pick me! He was on a cab, then drove over to pick me and headed to my place. I finally got to meet darling! I was super duper happy :)
My silly baby, I love you.
And I was late for school today :( darling accompany me to school, and I felt so sad when I had to leave him. May be cause I haven't seen him for a really long time and he's going back camp tomorrow morning. I can only see him on Friday :(
BooooOOOooooo :'(
I really couldn't bear to let him go. But I doubt he understands.
I'm in school now. Feeling extremely extremely tired.
I barely slept :(( I just can't wait for class to end.
And I met Teresa and Elaine today! I didn't them for a few days already :(( They are very much loved!
And I can declare that I have a lousy buddy!
Anyway, I hope Capri is not angry anymore :((
I have lots on my mind.
I shall just end here.
I miss MR TAY!
loves.
sealed with a kiss
11:55 AM
Sunday, November 16, 2008
My heart hurts.
Darling is finally back, I'm supposed to be happy. But I was angry, upset and disappointed. I thought I had the rights to be angry and upset. Cause I really felt so dumb staying up waiting for you regardless of how tired am I, thinking and trusting that you will come no matter how things change. I change and change my plans just to fit into your schedule. I thought I will at least be appreciated. But in the end, I'm just not understanding enough to you. Just that reasonable to you. Just don't understand you.
How about you stand in my point of view, put yourself in my shoes, and understand me first.
And may be I might not be asking much.
Nevermind.
Anyway, Capri I'm sorry. I think I probably understand a little of how you felt. It's retribution?
Okay. It's my dad's birthday today.
So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! :)
Hope you like your present.
And it's Maven's 21st birthday too!
So, HAPPY SEXY 21ST BIRTHDAY, MAVEN! :)
You've been a really great friend to me. May your days be filled with colors. And I hope you'll like the present I'm getting for you. From Talleah and I :)
I'm going to meet Carleton later to get Maven's present. Gosh, go guess what I'm buying for him! Haha.
I don't know how am I going to fit my dad into my schedule today but no matter what I will. And then head down for Maven's party :) damn far! I'm gonna pray that someone drives and is gonna be sweet to send me home! :p My dearest talleah don't need to worry cause she stays so near there! Unfair :(
I'm not gonna allow myself to emo there :(
I miss Serene. And people.
Bye.
Loves.
sealed with a kiss
10:09 AM
Friday, November 7, 2008
9 more days!
I haven't been blogging, had been rather preoccupied with stuffs like work, school project project projectsss presentation presentation and presentationsss report report and reports! :(( and I fell sick :(
Anyway, I started work again on the 31st Oct and you may think I'm crazy cause when I start working I really mean it, like start working. I worked 3 days in a row. Friday night, which is the halloween night! Saturday mid-shift from 12pm to 8pm then on Sunday 10am to 5.30pm. OMG, I was freaking tired but I had fun working with nice people like Alicia, Joycelynn, Tiffanie, Teresa, Adeline, Pui Yee, Samantha, Tabitha, Guo Wei, Beatrix and more :))
I made 2 new friends who are in my school! :) hehe. I have Teresa and Elaine. They are loved. My two pretty girls.. Teresa is damn sweet I say I want to eat strawberry and she surprised me with yanyan! omg hehe and Elaine is damn cute.
Okay full stop.
Darling has a nice good friend, Capri Goh
See Capri I write something good about you..
Anyway, Capri has been rather nice to entertain me..
But he can be very bad too :((
Okay, all in all, I hope you're feeling better. Cheer up and take care :))
I really miss Zengyi alot :'(
9 more days but these 9 days just seems so long
I feel really very stressed up and tired how I wish and wish that you can be right by my side now, baby.
My mood has been up and down
Probably barely anyone knows about this cause it's usually late in the night.
But I've been strong. And I know darling is out there working hard too.
I hope you're doing well there in Taiwan.
Hmmmm, you're currently outfield.. it lasts for 7 days :( Do take care of yourself!
MISSES.
I guess I'm still pretty lucky to have some good friends by my side.
And before I forget, Shu fen finally recover already! Thank goodness. I miss working with my dear girl.
baby, it's for you:
And I help mr capri goh design his name..
tell me issit nice k.
I think I will just end here.
I have lots of stuffs going on next week.
I have work on Satuarday and Sunday. And I'm working next Thursday at Cathay!
Oh ya, I haven't got the chance to chat with some people. Mummy, you're one of them I hope you're doing well. I never forget about you kay.
And to my lovely friends who are taking their A levels, all the best!
My dearest friends you all are very much loved.
And of course, Dear I love you.
Loves.
sealed with a kiss
7:48 PM
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I'm someone who is simply captivated by beautiful and pretty things..
Fascinated with all the sweet and wonderful things around me like chocolates and flowers..
I adore my friends and time spent with all my dearest..
I enjoy RETAIL THERAPY..
Wanting to live life to the fullest by enjoying every moment and experiencing the best..
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