I hope you are the one I share my life with
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Friday, October 31, 2008
Left about 16 17 more days :( by right it's the 6th day he's away already. I really miss my baby boy alot! :(((((
I'm working tml, but this time I don't need to scoop ice-cream or serve people :) I just need to dress up, wear my costume and mingle in the crowd :) kind of excited but I haven't get my costume! Nevermind.
Meeting my girlfriend tomorrow to get it :)
Anyway, this morning I suddenly felt kind of lost :( like felt really upset without baby around. I didn't know what to do but I know I needed assurance.. I felt really lousy but I'm feeling better now. I've got a new card today that definitely cheered me up. Just hope that I don't over spend it :) I'm gonna practise self-control while dear is away! :)
Tonight, I didn't get to talk to him again :( 2nd night already. I hope I can get to hear from him soon.
Darling, I love you.
bye
loves.
sealed with a kiss
12:44 AM
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Darling is currently in TAIWAN! He left on Sunday morning at 4.40am, so it's the 3rd day already :( I miss my silly boy
20 more days to go but it just feels like forever.
Dear will be away on our 3rd month anniversary :((
Anyway, I am not going to eat Japanese food for the next few days! I've been eating Japanese food for 3 days in a row :( it's nice but EEEEEENOUGH :))
Zengyi says that he eats pork for every meal in Taiwan. Gosh, my poor boy, I understand how you feel.
I am gonna bake a nice cake for you when you're back.
I CAN'T WAIT FOR 16TH AND 27TH TO ARRIVE!
MR Tay Zengyi will be back on the 16th! And and and and
Ms Serene Tan will be back on the 27th!!
Vanessa told me she will be back around 20th :) and Adam around 6th dec
Days without baby feels kind of empty. The week before he left was quite nice as I got to meet him and spend more time with him but now it feels so weird without him around. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :( I miss your hugs and kisses, I miss messaging you, I miss hearing your voice, I miss lying next to you, I miss whining to you, most importantly, I really miss you.
DUBBIT is waiting for her precious to come back.
I'm feeling so emo now :(
byee
loves.
sealed with a kiss
11:57 AM
Sunday, October 19, 2008
I'm extremely happy to be able to use my laptop.
Anyway I met my baby boy on FRIDAY :)
Then we headed down to Sentosa on SATURDAY :))
The day was really enjoyable.
I got to meet quite a number of his friends.
And baby says that he's proud to go out with me :)))
okay.
MR TAY IS CONFIRM LEAVING ON SUNDAY!:(
I doing my report now.
I shall blog a proper one the next time.
I don't know how am I going to survive without your hugs and kisses, you, hugging me to sleep and you, talking to me :(
I Miss you.
Loves.
sealed with a kiss
11:54 PM
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
OMG I'm freaking emo now and I'm kind of mad about something.
I don't seems to be able to get anything into my mind now.
It feels as though I'm going to faint soon.
And I really miss my boy. How I wish I wish and I wish that he can be right here with me now.
I guess may be he is one of the only few who can make me feel better.
I know probably serene and ming yiu can do so too but I guess it's different.
I really feel like crying but I'm in school!
Nevermind.
My dear Stephanie is finally here and I believe she will cheer me up too.
My dearest boy, As the day gets nearer I begin to fear. I don't know why but I can't help it but fear, fear of the day that you're going to Taiwan to arrive. I know I will miss you and want to grab hold of you, hoping you're always there but I know it's impossible. In anyway, I want you to remember that, I love you.
sealed with a kiss
12:36 PM
Darling is away, outfield again :((
But lucky it lasts only for 2 days 1 night so, I'll get to talk to him tonight.
Okay I'm having XML&Web Services lab lesson now.
My teacher is rather arrogant, " I am the only Dr. in School of IT"
Gosh!
Anyway, I met Zengyi on Friday night :)
I was baking tart for my silly boy(for our 2nd month) and of course others too.
I was extremely tired, but he was even more tired than me. Outfield for 5 days 4 nights, poor boy. So he fell asleep before I'm even done with my stuffs :((
But I still enjoyed his company :)
So darling ate breakfast over at my place! My tart and I made him a cup of coffee :)and he brought home the chrysanthemum I boiled for him
Mr Tay says that, even though my tart looks ugly but it tastes nice :)) :((
Nevermind. There's room for improvement and it's my first time baking tart so it's still not bad.
I met up with Mr Tay on Saturday in the evening for dinner :)
We met at Clarke Quay and had nice Japanese food at 10.30pm near dbl O.
After dinner we had a drink around boat quay.
Darling drank white wine while I had my strawberry margarita :)
We had a simple but nice day :)
Didn't really celebrate our 2nd month but I guess having him by my side is enough to make me smile.
no kisses :( not even a goodbye kiss. CAUSE THAT SILLY BOY SMOKE :(
Only a stick just for that day, to make him happy and complete his nice day.
Now you owe me a lollipop. I want a nice one from Party at US :)
I didn't get to meet dear on Sunday :( just can't wait for Friday to arrive.
Going SENTOSA on Saturday! with baby, capri and gang. love love love
Okay, so school started already :(
MY TIMETABLE SUCKS. But I can don't come school on Thursday cause is just 3 lectures! From 12 to 7.30pm.
I'm having a long day for today :( 9am to 6pm. I WANT TO COMPLAIN.
Oh ya, I had a pretty nice day yesterday. Darling started it off with a really nice message :)) and it ended with yanzu driving me home.
CLARISSA MISSES HER BOYFRIEND.
HE"S ALWAYS ON HER MIND
bye. loves.
sealed with a kiss
12:36 PM
Friday, October 10, 2008
hahahahaha my babyboy is out from camp! Okay you might think I'm mad but I'm really very happy cause I miss him alot alot alot :(
hehe my tart is still in the process of making? I hope darling will like it and of course those who gets to eat it will like it too? My first time making a tart oh man. So worried it's not nice :((
pls tell me it's nice.
Anyway dinner with my dearest ben and jerry workmates was great :) Aston. I had a hard time trying to finish my food.. it was so much. hehe and I was feeding everyone on the table till I have noone to feed :( but it was really fun. And uncle sam thanks for the dinner! love love love.
And I hope things are going well between mummy and daddy chow! I'm waiting to hear...
Anyway anyway :( school's starting soon. I'm dreading really dreading :( Booooooo
Okay. I miss tay zengyi and I can't wait to see him which is in a few hours time!
loves.
sealed with a kiss
10:03 PM
Thursday, October 9, 2008
It's the 2nd night :(
I'm feeling rather emo today, thought through quite a number of stuffs.
I'm fine, nothing much just miss you alot.
loves.
sealed with a kiss
12:58 AM
It's the 2nd night :(
I'm feeling rather emo today, thought through quite a number of stuffs.
I'm fine, nothing much just miss you alot.
loves.
sealed with a kiss
12:58 AM
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
I'm finally blogging.
Too much happened so I guess some things just can't be expressed in words.
Anyway, baby is away :( tonight is the first night. 5 days 4 nights??
Okay, I'm over at nicky's place playing some ps3 game?
haha it's pretty fun :)
I caught eagle eye today and jonah happens to be there..
It's been a really long time. :))
Oh ya and I caught the sneaky siying and JQ together and gosh they had been together for 4 months and they actually managed to hide from everyone for so long!
But I'm really happy for them and my dear girl I promise to meet up with you all soon.
It's quite a good day today.
Met up with dom, like finally and had our breakfast cum lunch at taka, crystal jade xiao long bao
Then we headed down to LIDO, Darling's favourite place to watch movie :)
Russell and gang me with us, the movie was quite good.
We all stay pretty near one another so headed down to rail mall for dinner.
Okay it's near for all of us except jonah.
Anyway, I took quite a number of photos today :) shall upload some other time. hehehe
I MISS TAYZENGYI, my one and only precious boyfriend :(((
I was like freaking happy when I received his call yesterday. loves
Time passes rather fast, it's gonna be end of break and darling and I is nearly 2 months already.
Just one more day, it's our 2nd month anniversary :)
Darling, I just want you know that I'm really very thankful to have you.
You filled my days with colours, regardless of those little or big quarrels/misunderstandings we have, we managed to overcome it together.
I want to thank you for being understanding to me, for trusting me and of course for loving me.
I love you dear.
And to my dearest germaine, I know you're angry with me or unhappy with me for a certain matter. But I hope that you will talk to me about it cause I don't wish that we actually drift apart cause of some misunderstandings. You know I always love having you as my mummy and a friend. And no matter what you're always so dear to me.
Serene booked a ticket back to singapore already! Oh man, I juyst can't wait for the day to arrive. 27th November! I miss you, Serene. And I can't wait to go overseas with you and and zengyi :))))
goodbye. loves.
sealed with a kiss
9:58 PM
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